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Tales of the Black Rose

Stories of the Infamous Countess Jade

Friends Only
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Some time after my original Friends Only post,
I decided that there were some things in my journal
that were NOT Friends Only or Private.

I changed my mind.

So Comment to Be Added.


Fin
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With three weeks left until graduation, I cant afford to be distracted at all! Cue D, the tall dark sexy man in my dreams who I want to ravish me many different ways while I scream for him not to stop. Also cue dimishing desire to see D in person and desire for a lasting relationship. You know what I said.

 

"FUCK!"

 

This happens always and I cannot understand why i am yet and still surprised by it. Just as his walls break down, I dont want just a quick fuck anymore. And can almost guarentee that he wont just show up here to "hang out." He's gonna want some vagina and i want to give it to him.

 

But I want dick consistantly not just for a weekend as I fit it into my busy schedule and then it disappears to corners of the earth never to be seen again.

 

I want a dick I can call my own. Is that too much to ask?

 

I offered him the chance to win my heart and he turned it down. I know that he isnt looking for a relationship and thats cool. but dammit what do i do now??? Any suggestions???

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Trust
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I can't believe the coversation I just had with Bill. For those of you who do not know, Bill is Toni's husband. They have been married almost 5 years. She is like a sister to me. If sister asked me for something, I would do it. No matter what it is. This does not apply to her husband.

 

So you can imagine my surprise when he messaged me to tell me his deepest fantasy "to be ass raped by [me] while he licks his wifes pussy". I was stunned when he told me. I didnt know how to react. He then asked me what would say if he and Toni asked me to fully partcipate. My reply was that she would have to ask me to get me to even consider it and I mean a whole-hearted answer. Looking me in the eye and everything.

 

From the kind of questions he asked me I could tell he was sexual frustrated. I could also tell that he wanted to please his wife. I wonder how long they are gonna do this. He tells her what he wants, she says ok or I will try. Then he gets frustrated when it doesnt happen right away. She is trying. She really is. She asked me to what she should do about her husband wanting to be dominated month ago. I advised that unless she wanted it, it would happen. Since then, she has been taking steps. Now she wants it. She looks up ideas and products to support her ideas all the time. Like cock rings and foot long dildos. One day he's gonna wake up and the baby will be with a sitter and she'll be standing there with a strap on in one hand a collar in the other that says "worthless whore" on it.

 

I warned him that his wife can be that woman, he just needs to give it time. But he's tired of waiting and he wants me to "share the expierence and fully participate." I could...if she weren't my very best friend I would do it at the drop of a hat.

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Red
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For the first time since I broke up with TV, I put on the the red lingerie set i bought for our anniversary. I had been saving it for a man, but I decided to break it out.

When I got home from work yesterday, I had to help my mom pack and finish her presentation before sending her off to a leadership conference. I had already decided to play with make up and do my nails, but everything else was spur of the moment. The color on my nails is very vampy and reminds me of the 1920s. It looks like fresh blood. After I gave myself a manicure, I went in the bathroom to find a good way to wear my new red lipstick without it looking crazy.

The lipstick that I have is Midnight Red by Mary Kay. Its two shades darker than Red. It looks great without lipgloss. Gives me that '20s feel. I chose a dark sheer purple lipgloss with glitter in it. It came in a limited edition jewel tone pack by Stila at Sephora. It was perfect. It made my lips look full and red and delicious. They looked so good I suddenly wanted to give head. I applied black pencil eyeliner and put on my red lingerie set.

When I looked in the mirror, I made myself wet. But I was hungry, so i went and made dinner. The night ended with me taking very sexy pictures of myself and making myself cum super hard. The sound of me cumming and creaming all over my finger was left on D's voicemail. Its supposed to translate to "I miss you and need you deep inside me. Come find me and fuck me until I pass out." You think he'll get that?

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The Letter - Part 2
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The Letter
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Dear outofstyle_t,

I hope this message finds you wet. Do you ever wonder what would happen if we shared a workspace. If there was more than one slut in your office and you ALWAYS had someone to play with? Someone you could share your stories with, and get wet with? Imagine for a second that person is me. That we always share our stories, but we have never touched beyond a hug. Imagine that there is an electricity between us that we should do something about.

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Writer's Block: Money in the Bank
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How do you keep your finances on track? Are there any online tools you use to keep track of what you’re spending and where? When was the last time you were caught off guard (pleasantly or not-so-much) when you checked your bank account balance?

I don't keep my finances on track. This month alone I spent $200 more than I was supposed to. Normally, I pay my bills first then I spend the left over on food and sometimes clothes. That...didn't happen.

Writer's Block: Twilight becomes you
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Have you seen New Moon? If so, how do you think it compared to the book? Was it better or worse than Twilight? Please, no spoilers!


New Moon...kinda sucked. Artistically, it was beautiful. The director did a fantastic job. the script was just all around bad, but then again book two also was boring. Plus, the werewolves stole the show. They were hotter and had more screen space. Edward Cullen is NOT hot. I don't get it.

Book 3 was better, so if they stick to book, Movie 3 should be better. Die-hard Twilight got what they wanted. Semi-fans, were irritated and non-fans got nothing at all. If you're not a die-hard fan wait til the DVD comes out.

I'm Not Dead.
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For the record lovelies, I'm not dead.

Writer's Block: Celebrating Friendships
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Over the past ten years, many friendships have started and/or been renewed on LiveJournal. Of your current LJ friends, who have you known the longest?


Actually the oldest person I know on LJ is shiva_kun but that's cause we've been friends since the ninth grade. We are now both 24. The person I know LJ that I met on LJ and still talk to is fishnet_vixen. I read her journal a long time ago and chatted with her, but that was when I had a different user name. Then I changed it to something else. The I changed it again. But we have remained friends. I can't exactly pinpoint how long ago that was...but it was a couple of years. I have a couple of friends on LJ who I've been friends with longer, but they don't come around much anymore.

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